Alright.. Supposed to have remedial yesterday but I didn't attend due to some fucking reasons.. I told him that if he is holding remedial sms me or msn me if I am online but instead I sms-ed him that if he is holding remedial please reply my message instead I waited but never received any message. So early in the morning I sms-ed one of my classmate and asked her if there is any remedial but somehow I thought that there would not be any remedial as I sms-ed him he also didn't reply so intianlly I supposed that there is no remedial lesson going on.. I sms-ed my classmate and asked her if there is remedial when I saw the sms-ed is don't know what time already as I woke up late by the time I prepared and go down the lesson ended.. I mean you can be bias which people don't ? right ? But can you be more fair to everyone of us ? sometimes I really can't stand it.. aiya... forget it larh....... "Hope he will repaid what you have treated with all your loves"

Despite of all these, I went out with my beloved to have fish soup together near our school , the placed was really packed and noisy we waited for our turns but somehow we waited for the food about 40 min ? thats was really long... haish... But somehow, we went home after our fish soup and went out to bugis to buy something my mother want me to.I know she loves that wallet but somehow she thinks is a bit troublesome to go all the way down to get the GUESS wallet for her so I still went down to bugis and I can shop around also... haha..

Bought a pair of shoes only.....

shall stopped here..

meeting yonghui later..!!Can't wait to see her!!! muack^^

Met up with yonghui to studied ended up I was like camwhoring away ...Yonghui! you influenced me CAN! Anyway I was like just rushing my art prep work so not much studied done larh perhaps she did studied some for her comming exam. I think ended up we sitting at coffee bean and continued my drawing cause the library is closing. Jurong point really darn packed and noisy, not a very condusive enviroment for us to study anything.After that we went home , and jurong point got pasa malam we ended up go there walked instead and yonghu bought a pair of shoes look niceee haha.. she hesistate whether she should buy the shoes anot as it is the last pair already, there are still other pair but which doesn't have her size so we bargain from a pair of $20 shoes to $15 only I know the sales girl really reluctant to sell us the pair of shoes at so cheap she didn't earn much profit also.. haha... but who caresss we got the shoes she wanted..

I gotten some of my prelim paper exam.. I know I didn't studied well so I got back what marks i deserved

Social studies : 19/50 ( first time failed my SS CAN! From 31/50 to 19)

haish social studies is the only subject that I can scored well which I didn't I totally don't know how to do the SEQ which I scored 2/25 .

physic : 15/80 ( I don't know how I did that perhaps I was in the sleeping mode which I just anyhow scribble and write answer which don't make any sense at all)

2 paper already caused me almost heart attack already I wondered other paper really gone case and same goes for my english also haish.....

ok larh.. School as usual just that I didn't talk to anyone except for yvonne and geok only. Which joy just asked me how many marks did i scored. I don't know larh I was like don't wish to answered but I relutantly replied her answer. Perhaps she did say alot of things behind my back ? which I dont know and don't even bothered to find out anymoreee....

I did talk to amenda already^^^ happyy

Finally prelim exam has ended but I know I really done very badly for my exam.. No time to study blame who myself lo... Been rushing my art coursework and prep work cause has to end up on the 25th which is this comming tuesday and I really got no time already that need to neglect my other subject in order to finish up my work. Recently I really don't know what I want in my life I gave up the guy that I like most. I know he is real nice treats me really good although the time is short. He make an effort to send me to school,fetch me from home I know he is tired as he has to work I understand but somehow I don't know what he is thinking at all I don't know what he is doing for the whole day with just a few short message and when I replied back he's gone and never replied me for good.haish I know I'm silly that I told him perhaps friend would be better now i am regret with the things I do. I treat him better than the past relationship that I had in the past does it called retribution or karma? perhaps so I know I treat my 2 years plus ex which is not really very good perhaps feelings had already faded. haish.... what I can say is thank you for the things you had doneeeee.... he's gone for good... Caught no reservation with yvonne and beegeok at jurong point I think is quite a nice show larh and touching ones I almost teared. hahaha... I know been so long since I last went out with beegeok as we had some conflicts among us but I think that things had gotten better each day I supposed we are still good friends I guess somehow she's mysterious which no one knows what she is thinking thus we can only be good friends larh.. After the show had finish went to seven elevn to buy some beer and sit over the void deck there and chill out after that my "bf" fetch me go home ba.. So yvonne friends give beegeok a ride hahaaaaa...... haish... O level is drawing nearer each day since the prelim has ended, some of my other school friends had finished their prelim much earlier than us and they have completed marking every scipt and they have know how they have done. Which we are still stuck thereee. I hope things will get better each day... Time to take a nap before to rush my prep work.... update soon......

I'm 18 already yet my parents still nag and scold me for comming home so late I know what they did is because they are concern about me but I know what I am doing I know in their eye kids will always be kids that will never grow up. Perhaps when I am married I would feel it. I know I have done real badly for my prelims. Expected the outcomes cause when I am doing my science practical I felt so helpess and just feel like giving up and just flunk the paper for good. I really got no senese of urgency at all. *sigh* I have finish my art coursework already just need some touch up on certain that never paint properly.But I have not finish my 8 prep board that needed to hand up every thing on 25th sept I know is less than a week to finish everything within such a short periods of time but blame who.. blame it onmyself that I should not have been so slack all the awhile.. haish! Went bugis with von and I bought a GUESS wallet is real nice! will post a picture soon ya!

Prelim has started meaning no more time for me to slack anymore. But somehow I know I had done real badly for my english paper I know I had failed real badly. haiz....... Dying... Art deadine is drawing closer each day........

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Prelim comming...

ART deadline is drawing nearer and nearer each day.. 70% completed for my course work

will update soonnn.....

ciaoz

I don't know what is happening around me... Everything is just not the same I expected and happened. Just know that my friend is drifting apart in fact already in a different world. Seems like I have been isoslated and left behind I don't know what is happening already. I always there when you needed me helping you all way out to solve your problems. Somehow we build up our friendship just when we repeated and now because of those some little incident everything is not the same anymore. I always think of my friends first in my first piority but what did I get? Those being left out? I'm in your group but thats as good as dead and transparent to you all.I know somehow I'm at fault too but I just want you to help all the way is it difficult ? It is within your limits, I always helped you all the way out but what do I get in returned? I always ask you out but somehow it's always full of excuses I know you have your own life and world with a loving boyfriend that dotes and loves you with his heart. I know maybe the problem is already there just somehow that we didn't even realise. We don't sms don't meet often, often I am the one who sms or asked you out have you realise that ? Did you ask me out ? of these 2 years ? I know you gt curfew you gt time limit to go home I always give in and give way but now I got is all these things.. Just now in english room I was trying to keep quiet but no one did not even bothered about me or asking me "hey are you ok and recovering from your illness?" instead no one ask about me the one who ask is yvonne. I know somehow you all are still predjucied about her , maybe is your point of view the way you all judge her, but when we are get builled who is the first to stand up and shout and scream at the person infront of whole school canteen? In other words, maybe we have too much of similarites and same mindset perhaps we can be close I know we did had a arguement but now we are closer than before.. I really don't know what to do now! somehow perhaps it's KARMA~ hai.... Today it's really an hectic day for me everything hadn't been going on smoothly for this whole year. Oral exam I thought I did pretty well but turn out to be when Mr tham said that there are failure among 5A and our scores it's just national average so heart abit sank but I hope I fall into the national average group ba... After english went for art lesson, art is getting lesser and lesser people each day, everyone is running at a fast speed to complete their art as much as possible I don't want to be the one that left behind... haiz... But somehow is hard for me to control..I know a friend in need is a friend indeed now finally I realise how meaninful is this word.... haiz...

I'm still struggling with my this piece of art.. hai~~

Holiday Started... Today: chemistry,physic and art Tuesday:chemistry and physic (2 hrs of physic WTH!) Wed:english and don't know what thur:rest fri:english sat:math remedial... Everyday remedial except for thurdays for me to relax and cool down after all those remedial.. The timing is almost the same as normal days as school time nothing changes just that the lesson is more relax? and flexible thats why won't feel a thing. haish.... Exam comming ,means once the sept holiday is over prelim start when e prelim end a few more week O level start!! aww... I don't wantttt...!!

Sorry joy! didn't meant to quarrel with you!! didn't mean to say so much hurtful words to u.. I always mad and fumming at that time... I'm sure everything will be back as normal and same again!!! ^^