Met up with terese yesterday, been really very long since I last met her.Wanted to practise oral with her but somehow ended up eating and chit chat over the meal. So terese pick me up at my house she drove real fast can! I think within 10 to 15 min she reached my house downstair already. We went somewhere near cck to pick her friend up over there. A little awkard as I don't really know her friend very well so... Went farmart as terese wanna eat stingray after that went mandai there and went for a walk ya.. last but not least went to thomson to eat Prata haha.. pretty nice! can try over there I forget whats the name already..

Oh NO!! My english oral is drawing nearer which is tomorrow! PRAY FOR ME PLEASE TODAY ORAL WILL BE DIFFICULT* I really worried for my english oral I don't speak fluent english nor write good english so if I just get 25/40 I would be really contented with my marks already. I worried for my conversation I really scared that I would speak broken english haish! howhohwho ? someone help me please ? I meeting yonghui later hope with this 1 hour I would improve a little bit and won fumbled in the things that I said...

After school, went out with von to eat had our lunch. The fish soup was real nice! haha.. esp when she sees that guy! anyway von! don't worry ya you sure can find your true loves! hehe.... yayaaa...... I can't wait for friday!!!!!

Go sleep~ night!

Caught liscene to wed with yvonne it was a last minute meet up .So we went to the nearest place. As usual at jurong point as it is convienet for both of us,wanted to study our oral and math but ended up shopping so guess we can't study together we always ended up talking session and wasting our time.. always heart to heart talk, gossiping and the most important is "sell fish" heheeeee von u knew it well ya... heheeeee The show was hilarious , 3.5 outta 5 popcorn stars. haha quite annoying at first because there is a bunch of people making alot of noise in the cinema if you don't enjoy the show you can jolly well get out right ? However some people are quite pissed off with them and asked them to shut up or keep quiet. When the show ended I turned around realise they are not local so anyway I dun give a damn about it was busy eating away oour nacho and cuttle fish away with yvonne haha I know the place where we sit full of cuttle fish smell hahaaaaa Evil us... At first, jurong point was really flooded with alot of people that we could ahrdly squeeze our way out was kind of pissed off also the place was really flooded and some small kids just keep dashing and running like nobody businesss. haish!!! English oral is drawing nearer and nearer already.. howhow ? I have not practise enough !! Can someone help me??? I don't wanna fail... But I wanna speak with confident and fluent english but whenever I open my mouth I always blabber so much of chinese.. Oh ya..! congra to yvonne that she got B3 for her chinese haha didn;t expect she got B3 because she always talk and talk with me that she never even listen to chinese lesson or sleeping away in class haha so the moral of the stories is no effort is being spend on her chinese~~ hehe.. anyway congrat to von geting a B3 and carmen of A1 hehee.... I shall stop here ya!

I'm so lazy to blog.. update soon ya!

Went out with von to have our lunch+dinner at jurong point sakae sushi.I have been craving and waiting for it for very long time.Wanted to eat pizza fondue too but somehow ended up eating sushi.hehee.. Guess she's my best parthner when comes to eating. Today lesson pass real fast! Mrs Lee and gopal did not came today so ya it was a slacking period but somehow mrs lee assign some work to let us do AND AND I am the one who colllect the worksheet,Oh my god! last time I did not even do and collect or do the worksheet so susan cannot be bothered anymore~ aww..... I do miss him a little but somehow I guess it's really impossible for us to be together maybe friend would be a better choice that will last forever ? or perhaps not ? It kinda tiring when you want something but that is never meant to be yours.I hate the feelings of that. haish Oh ya.. recently I bought 1 aloe vera facial wash it's was really nice and effective clearing away all those blackheads and pimple I guess it's really not bad but just a small little tube about $16 at first When the promotor pull me and wanted to show me I was like very reluatant to go there cause I think that it's really not useful at all but somehow nO harm. And she told me that it's really good and you will come back and buy it again. my thoughts was if it's make my complexion deterioate I WILL BE BACK! haaha.. that what I told her LOL.. evil me eh~~

I'm die-ing of meness cramp.. ArgH.... It is really excruicating pain which I really hates. Now I'm left alone with me and my dad. Mother went out to bugis with her friend while brother also went out telling us that he is not comming for dinner. haish... I don't know what to blog also tomorrow is math common test yet I wanted to really sit down and practise my math yet I went for a nap and now sitting in front of the computer blogging.hai.....

I have been going out for the past few days ever since I declared myself that holiday has started with yvonne. I know right now I can't been slacking I should stay at home to study and practise my english oral and my other important subject .

Went Jurong point yesterday with von it was quite a last minute as it was really boring staying at home nothing to do so we went there to slack sitting at coffee bean to chill out busy gossiping and thinking where to go out for tomorrow.

Yayay.. Went out with von to bugis and walk around wanted to go temple and pray but seems like we ended up walking and forget everything about going to temple. RAH.. i'm so lazy to carry on with typing...

Pictures that I always wanted to upload.. Finally Yonghui has send me the picture taken 2 weeks ago in the library instead of mugging in the library ended up camwhoring in the national libary... Went out with sam on wed..... von and me went JP to chilllll... End here ba... meeting von later to town~~ hehehee~~

English oral was real bad and difficult yesterday,it was our 2nd trial of the prelim everyone found it real diffcult so I supposed I am gonna failed it real bad perhaps over 40 marks if I can get 15 marks already very good. So lets just pray*. Zzzz during Gopal lesson) ~~~~

How should I start ? Kinda surprise that my 2 years plus ex boyfriend called me yesterday night at first I didn't wanted to pick up the call somehow I don't know why my hands just click the answer button. Hearing the familair voice where he used to called me it really seems like we are still together for almost 3 years. But it's never the same already. She has a girlfriend now I supposed he is contented with his life now. Back to the topic, he called and asked me whether I know samantha anot and I said which samantha are you talking about ? Than he told me that there's this girl who name samantha harrass his current girlfriend scolded her for snatching "my ex" I mean already happened so long already what for I asked my girlfriend to pester your girlfriend ? isn't it abit ridicuilous and childish by doing such thing ? than I was like my girlfriend would not do this kind of silly and uneducated thing.. Perhaps is your girlfriend ? which I don't wanna say. I told him how can you doubt me and my friend for pestering and scold your girlfriend for stealing you ? come on ! we have broke up for 6 months already things has faded, feelings has faded memories has faded part of it though sometimes I would think of you not because of other reason is the memories we once shared for the past 2 year 3 month. 2 years 3 months! don't you know how my character is ? must i go to that extend to ask my girlfriends to scold your current girlfriend ? if it's like tat our years of relationship has gone down the drain everything you or I have done for you has been totally wasted. The arguement and sweetness we have gone through? The scolding from my parents,running away from home when my parents found out about us. Come to think of it everything has already wasted. I wanted to you to leave me the good impression of you but everything now is so different already. haish! I know my girlfriend told me is really not worth all this, but somehow I told myself I must be strong. Nothing much going on, my routine is just go school, remedial, go home. Had our physic practial today I think my practial totally cannot make it hais... help! tomorrow another oral test.. DOOM!

Caught Flash point on friday at jurong point with yvonne. Nice movie cause got louis koo OMG He'S SO CHARMING AND HANDSOME! Went for art first but I always don't have the determination to stay until 5 somehow I manage to stay until 4 plus and my suddenly I just can't concentrate to carry on with my painting anymore cause I think I got a really bad headache so I stopped at 4 plus with yvonne and cab home. Wandering around at jurong point deciding what to eat for dinner but somehow jurong point floods with people so we decided to eat sakae sushi don't why recently we have been craving for jap food. So after dinner walk about slack awhile and go for movie ! hehe 3.5 of 5 stars! nice! Oral is drawing nearer each day. hais... you know it's real sad when you got betrayed by your best friend i'm darn disappointed in her I don't know who to rely and trust anymore it's so tiring when she is always there for you yet she betrayed abd stab you right on your heart without you even knowing how you got stabbed things is getting more and more complicated I hate this kind of internal conflicts why can't they just keep their promised and secrets ? It's really tiring and i'm really sick of it. But somehow I just act blur and acted as if nothing happened anwyay life still have to carry on. I miss my besties soooo much I can't wait for the next meeting we seems so near yet so far. Last but not least I still got joy and yvonne and amenda although we know each other this years but I can sense that she really helped me alot in my homework I know I have said something that really hurt alot deeply but thats was before already cause at that time I don't really know her very well but somehow as times goes by she treats me as her best friend yet I did something that really hurt her alot what a lousy friend I am. She is always there for me giving me help and teach me in detailed til I understand I rememeber the incident is when I broke the glass window she is the first one to help me picking all this window fragement depsite that I think she hurt herself she helps me all the way and at that point of time I totally changed view about her yet I told my friend that we are always friend in school yet we got out of the school maybe we even lost contact. I really regret by talking all this I really wish that times could have turn back and never said that word and open my eye wide and big to know who is true to me but somehow I failed to see all this. I know she will read my blog she is a true friend indeed but somehow I think I have lost her who is always there for me when I needed them but seems that I'm more close with yvonne for this few months ba maybe cuase of our quarrel we become even much much closer than before I'm bliss to have them as my friends. Somehow, I'm seems motivated in my studies I have been wasting alot of time for the past few months it is time for me to wake up and pull up my socks and mug hard I really don't know why have this kind of feelings maybe I have think really alot that I can't stay on like this forever. Brother give me remedial somehow I know he is kind of frustated and pissed off that he explained upteem times bu I failed to understand.He chided me that I should know all this when I was in sec 2 and 3 should have brushed up my foundation since that time. I know I have been playing through my sec2 and 3 lost concentration and all focus on my volleyball alot I'm totally addicted to volleyball that time. Come to think of it I kind of regret why I did not manage my volleybal; and studies well now I'm at sec 5 already yet I don't have the foundation. Maybe cuase of his word that really knocked out some sense. This few days I have thinking alot and lots of thoughts just strike across my mind even though when i'm in class I really don't know why. Somehow I realise when you like someone he don't really treasure you well but when you waiting for something or someone who likes you they tend to cherish you more. haiz.. I don't know what to do now i'm tired of all these rubbish. Right now I better concentrate on my studies ba.

EATINg ICE cREAM IN THE TOILET~~~~~