Work Work Work... As usual went to work in the morning, my love was on leave so he can rest at home and wait for me to meet up for dinner after my interview at bishan. Work is still the same always do runner perhaps i'm leaving so they didn't bothered to train me. But anyway this is really a good experience for me.However time passes really fast larh... After work went to buy donut at donut factory and bought a chocolate truffle for my love at hans.. It taste damn NICE! but somehow the cakes was like gt "smash" due to my rough action hehe.. sorry my lovee... Met my love at juntion 8 after he sold his laptop to his friends so we went to walk around. So my love top up $20 bucks for my ez link card and he gave me $50 I was quite guilty because I know my love sold his laptop thats why he got the profit and spend more den $150 within a few hours. I was really heart pain.. My love also bought some ba gua for me to bring home for my family. I know he not only love me but love my families too.. Thank loveee.. Nothing could express how I felt right now. You're my everything I don't know what to do if I were to lose you some day.. I guess we are now stable I hope these will carry on and remain like these. You always guided me along my way Thank for treated me like a baby. I'll be starting work on friday already, thats means we got less time to meet up often except for dinner or just meet up for a few hours but just want to tell you that even if to meet you for 5 mintues i'll be really happy and contented already although the time is real short and can't bear to let you go. Thank for guiding me along my way and to be a better person..... I love you like I always do...

I just don't feel like doing anything right now , I am dead tired. Yesterday work full shift until 11pm, yesterday was such a bad day for me, got scolded by some other waitress yesterday was my first time doing dish up cum runner and dish up was new to me I knew nuts about adding what spices or what thing. So the kitchen cook 1 of the egg plant gratin and send it to the customer and after awhile another gratin was placed at the dish up counter and the girl don't know what throw tempered at me by saying me you should be more careful or what shit the food was not send and you cancelled it away but the facts is the food has already send to the customer thats why I cancelled it away. I was quite pissed with her I knew the first day I work there she don't really like me all I did was just act as normal and act as so call a "friend". I don't want some arguement or dispute before I resign so I justt said sorry. But one of the kitchen stuff just said "why you so fierce people also first time doing dish up what". After awhile she came and apologised to me and everything was fine.... Despite of all these unhappiness. My love came down to square 2 to surprised me! It was really a big surprised I was really happy and forget about all the unhappiness that happened. My love came down to visit me and ate his dinner there. Order a clam soup pasta with 50% off voucher and a corn soup for him It was really cheap plus service charge and gst about 8.70 buck. thank lovee.. I love your surprisedd..... Tired.. My room is now in a mess been so long since I last tidy up my room.. Clothes is all over the place. Can't wait to meet my love for movies later on... 27 dresses for my belated golden village voucher I have yet to use. Meanwhile..... Pictures time of samantha,jasmine and shalin of us our outing at marina square to shop for our new years clothes... We stay at the puma shop for an hourss ..

On our way to meet shalin at dover.. My complexion is getting worse.. I need beauty sleep!

Samantha and me at hongkong cafee..

Peanut and butter condensed milk toast... The butter 1 is delicious ^^

jasmine,shalin and meee at puma shop while waiting for samantha.. we stay there for about an hour...

I have resign from waraku japanese restuarant today. I just think that service line isn't my cup of tea or rather it doesn't suits me at all working as a waitress. Really too tiring working 9 hours a day by the time I reach home it almost 1230am and go home straight to sleep. The job did build up my confidence and handle some sorts of customer. It teaches me quite a number of thing although the time spend is really very short. There are bound to be people dislike you or like you ,sometimes you just have to pretend that you are good or just kept a distance to them ? I tried my best to the fullest but somehow I gave up, I did not gave up on myself I do have the passion of service line but somehow is within my limits,intially I felt so helpess there whereby those heavy things I can't carry them at one go only to ask some other experience or "skill" people to carry those food to customer.I just think i'm such a failure. Met my love after work at IMM. Was famished didn't eat anything since morning and just ate dinner at wan chai. I just think the food not very nice maybe is the thing we ordered. My love seems to be quite pisssed or rather unhappy that I have been spending too much money, spend even more than what I have earn.Sorry love. I will tried to control...... After that went to walk around and asked some retail shop if there is any vacancy for full timers, so I just filled up some form and they said would give me a call as soon as possible.Lets hope they will hired me.....

http://www.quizbox.com/ Get to know yourself better Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on education You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Today is the day I gotten back my result I couldn't express how I felt when I gotten back my result. I was quite taken aback that I gotten a F9 for my english and other main subject didn't do well either. At first I was holding back my tears but somehow when I called my love upon when I have received my result and I just burst into tears. I was totally lost at first because I felt thats the end of my world. I don't know where I supposed to be heading to whether to work or study and work at the same time. I don't want to go ITE because the choice was rather all enginerring and stuff like that which I really got no interest at all. Anyway.. Thank for those people that wishes me good luck. My love,Samantha,Jasmine,gurlaine,cherie,Siewting,Lenghan,William,Guoliang,Peifen, Terese,Mingjie, Yonghui,Weiquan,WenFeng and Miss fun .Thank for wishing me that Some of them which so long I didn't contact I was quite surprised. But anyway, I have come to a decision that I would choose MDIS to further study for my diploma I got no wish to back to repeat or even touch the book anymore and furthermore I have repeated once in secondary I don't want to be mocked by them.Although Miss fun did encourage me to repeat because the teacher are very good in sec 5 classes but Somehow I really got no motivation and interest to go back. I really own her a very big thank you to miss fun because she stand by me and helped me alot. The next things is Thank my love for accompany and tutor me to study during my O level period. You tutor me until 5am in the morning and I went straight for my exam but still I disappoint you.You spend an effort to teach me and you didn't lose our temper when I don't understand the question you use your patience to make me understand the Question.But still I make you disappointed. Thank you for being there for me. I own you a Thank and a Sorry... I know I am too dependant on you and my parents. I wish to be independent like Siewting and yvonne too but somehow is within my limits I want to try perhaps I can only slowly adapt to independent life and not rely on you and my parents anymore and because next coming year I am 20 years old. I know my parents are fill with disappoinment and sad because they know I didn't make it . They are worried and afraid that I got nowhere to go,but I did tell them where I wanted to go. I am such a failure, disappoint them again and again. Sorry Dad and Mum. I love youuu!You are the best parents in the world! I know alot of people dotes on me especially my parents, my love and my girlfriends they care and concern about me I am glad I have them by my side. Love you, my loveeeee

No words could express how I am feeling right now. Thank for coming into my life and made my life so meaningful and adding colours to my life. You have been such a Great boyfriend to me! shower me with your love and concern. I love the way being in your embrace. You gave me the best that you have with you and tolerate my nonesense and temper.Which none of my ex boyfriend gave me the things that I want in my relationship. You touches my heart which makes my tears falling non stop. You stole my heart without me knowing. You love me for who I am. You shower me with all your Loves. You hold me close to you. You bring me into your world. You Hold my hand no matter where you go. You make me fall in love with you over and over again. You makes me feel I'm the happies woman in the world. You teaches me to take and give in Lastly, we created the world of our own. I hope all these will bring us a step closer than before and created the world of our own. Yesterday, was Fun! Went for wedding dinner at chervon. It was my love buddy wedding dinner.The bride was really pretty I think every bride is shinning when they wore the wedding gown. The wedding gown really look fabulous. I hope 1 day I would have the chance to wear it and invite all my besties to my wedding. But it's still long way to go.. Working tomorrow.. should sleep early.. good night.. will blog again soon

HAPPY 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY! It's our 2 month together already. Time passes so fast. 2 weeks ago just celebrated my 19th birthday and 2 weeks later is our anniversary! But just wanna tell you, You do stand an important place in my hearts.Our love and promises will do stay. I'm glad I found you. Thank you for being there for me always. I knew last time you always nagged at me for not finding any job since my O- level ended but I did heed ur advice and I gotten a job but somehow very reluctant to work. heh. I know you done these it's for my own good. I hope we wil have many months to celebrate and many sweetest moment written on my post. Yesterday, was my first day working as a waitress those people were pretty friendly I still got a long way to learn and handle fussy customer.Yesterday nobody tells me to bring a long pants ended up bought a pants at square 2. So I just learnt to serve and to pantry runner but somehow new things learned! I can't wait to meet my love for dinner later on. Just 1 day we didn't meet and I am starting to miss him so badly~ Tired.. I think somehow I catch a cold......

Every single day, I fall for you over and over again.We share something so special that no one else but only the both of us understand. Being in your embrace, I feel the safest. Holding your hand, it feels like the perfect fit. Awaiting the next time I see you again :)

I have been blogging recently night,now my dark circle is getting heavier. How I wish I were like last time been sleeping punctually at 10pm and my dark circle could hardly even see.

I miss my love. Just met him for dinner and went back home. So HAPPY my love is not going malaysia to visit his friends,(evil) So ya he is staying and we can have a long weekend as friday he doesn't need to work because he took leave initally and it approved! But somehow I got training at shaw house cineplex for my job and I supposed I would start work either immediatley or monday.

My boy is going to bukitbatok driving centre with his brother. So yaya free ride soon! =X And after that we can go out for shoppingg! I like~

Just had stingray at his house coffee shop. But Still I love the stingray at clementi there, so we were talking and he suddenly said that maybe the company is sending him to australia for some course? and ya is 2 weeks! I'm happy for you but on the other hand I am sad although is just 2 weeks but 2 weeks = 2 years waiting. I can't bear to let u go!

You always ask me if I am a bother. Of course Not!

Although sometimes we will have some disagreement but still you stand an important place in my heart.

I can't wait for friday! friday faster come!

Lastly A picture to end off with my Post.

you are always my fairy tales

Just came back from my love house!Nothing much happened also, as usual went for dinner and shop around and back home again. Hmmm.. Found anything different in my blog ? *hint* the blogskins,anything missing?

Oh ya! Dear bought me a bag for my birthday present and it was send to me through mail box.

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I love the bag it's very shiny! hehe.. thank my love!

Some pictures taken on my birthday but the previous post was siewting camera now is my phone camera been so lazy to upload into the computer.

My pictures parthner! Happy 19th birthday in advanced! hehe

TO Love : I should learn some computer skill from you I now than realised I'm such a idiot in computer. and and! you teach me the web page skill the lesson not done yet! Hmm.. Thank for every little things you done.. I really felt nice and comfortable being with you. You gave me the best that I want and you always do little things to make me happy.

You walked me through my O-level period although results is not out yet but I don't wish to disappoint you although it so last minute work.But you're really paitents with me. I always own you a THANKS

Hey! Sorry for the late update.. Anyway Happy 19th Birthday to myself,Lianxin and kelvin! They shared the same birthday as me. On Jan 5th... So nice 3 person shared the same birthday as me! I am so busy to update. Lets see what have I done.

• Celebrated my birthday eve with my loved and girlfriends
• Celebrated my actual birthday with my love
• Went for job interview
• Bought birthday present for yvonne

Time flies and I am 19 already and comming to 20 soon next year! I'm OLD! Enough crap.. Some pictures taken at the eve of my birthday celebration. Thank for those who turn up. Samantha,jasmine,ruby,siewting,gurlaine and yvonne. And thank for the wonderful birthday gift! Wanted to go for pizza hut at Plaza but ended up at marina square due to some of them were budget but ended up eating at waraku restuarant. By the way,when me jasmine yvonne and siewting and my love board the train we left ruby at jurong east. *sigh* Sorry..

Pictures time!

My birthday "cake" icecream.. thank girls!

Jasmine and me! I love this pictures! hehe...

My girlfriends!

LAst but not least my love and I ^^

Thank for everything! Cheers to our upcoming 7 years of friendship and the coming of 2 month anniversary! you guys make my day!

Just came back from job interview at novena square. I swear I am so dumbed that I got off at newtown MRT instead of novena. I don't know what I was thinking about and just alight there once I got off I realise that I was at newton MRT station so I went back to take the train again and alight at novena station. Dumb me! I almost got lost at square 2 could not find the place that I was supposed to interview I took a longer route to reach the place and finally I found it! At first they say the job vacany at novena is full only marina and central is available so I tried my luck again and ask the manager if I could work at novena instead of other outlet because yvonne is there too =) . So the manager try to fight for me I supposed. So.. Went to meet my boy at queenstown, he's sick and gonna get MC at lot 1 there.. Still I miss him although I didn't see him just for 1 dayyy ^^after that went back home Can't wait to meet my girlfriends for my early celebration at PS. yvonne,samantha,jasmine,ruby,gurlaine,siewting,and my love will be there ^^ pizza!!! how i miss it! My love just gave me a bag for my birthday present. I like it! it's so shiny! hehe. thank my love! lovee u muchhh

Some pictures taken when we were on our way to zouk. ( I ain't a pervert ya) She's my besties for 7 years! who always there for me!

I love this picuressss

(At zouk)

I am super guai today, stayed at home for the whole day doing housework. *sigh* my loved when to work again and I just got nagged by my love and my brother for not finding jobs. Guess I just slack too much ya. So, At first kaijie promised me that he will teach me method of becoming rich ? lets see if the lesson works for me ?

I miss him..anyway I have taken a pictures with him when we w were about to visit his god mother for early celebration. So ya I am abit lazy to upload it into my computer so perhaps tomorrow ya..

My birthday is approaching soon.. within 3 days and I am turning 19 soon.. Time flies till I could hardly breathe.. A brand new start for me guess I would be better than before that I used to be.I am excited about my birthday celebration, last year didn't do anything much except I celebrated it with my ex boyfriend. So ya.. My boy sure will make my day! and ya I meeting my girlfriends too at plaza for my birthday. Although some of them are on budget so I decided to go pizza hut to celebrate.

I have deleted the previous post. Don't know why there's an error in showing some of the pictures that I post cannot be viewed. So there goes my post. I have got so much to say but so little time to blog, whenever I reached home is already either in the morning or just way too tired to blog. Jasmine went over to my place and stay for 2 days,first day was jasmine and 2nd day samantha came to join us to stay over at my house,And went to zouk and ministry of sound. (pictures I will upload later) I know my love is very unhappy that I go clubbing. Sorry my dear! didn't meant to give u an sleepless night for 2 days. I am sorry.... I still love you ya! Don't know what wrong with me been really unreasonable to my love throwing tempered at him. Sigh just cannot control myself. haish.. I am sorry... but still our love will definately stay strong although we just together for a month plus.. I believe we both will hold on.. You always give in to me buy anything that I want but I don't ask for much all I want is your attention and showered me with all your loves that I ever wanted. Although sometimes I think I am not really good enough for you but I am trying hard and on your way to be your perfect girl. I used to give empty promises to my ex-boyfriend,but I really tried very hard to fulfill all the promised that I made but I really don't know why I felt so helpess at times. I want to grow old with you and not being your passerby. I have got so much to say to you but don't know how to starts.... But I know we been through

• our first anniversary
• christmas
• welcome 2008 together

I wanna watch fireworks with you again! although beforehand we got a argument and walked away but I am very pleased that we both still turn back for each other.

Although is just a few of them but I am sure we will been through many christmas many anniversary together and as well as birthday. I am so excited about my birthday because I hope you will be the last guy to celebrate my birthday which is the one and only guy. I can't predict what might happened next time whether we will still hold on to our belief but I hope we will stay strongs and share many mysweetest-moment.blogspot.com together in my every post.

Every little things you do will definately made my day! Sometimes you promised me something but you ended up promised other person. I don't know why is it because of my influence? I just wanna spend more times with you.That day I thought of going out with you to shop for present but ended up with other thing and because of some stupid reason we almost part. I don't want all these to happened but certains thing I know is hard for us to control.

Many things is predestine of whom you will meet or just a passerby it's all predestine perhaps some would just resign to fate or some would just go against it. But certain things I have already gotten over it But before I met him I always dwell on my previous relationship thinking back what wrong or what small little things that I have done for him and how much I love them. Perhaps that time I still have not grown up and haven't fully understand what is love. But now, what I have learn was accept each other past, love them for who they are, learn to accept each other bad points and tried to give in that is within your limits.

I not only love him and his families too.

I shall continued tomorrow.. Tired...

good nightyy

The Witch with the red apple