What can I do to make you smile ? Things are not going my way, I created such a mess in my life. I thought things are going smoothly, no matter whether is it friendships or my love or even families. I always blamed my mother for not doing my way, always scold her for not doing housework or prepared dinner. But afterall, no matter how much I scolded here or yelled at her she's will still be nice. Buy my dinner and everything larh. Perhaps she's tired after her work. Sometimes I always thought that our friendships was strong, but somehow we can brave through a little bit of obstacle and even if is a small one. I know you're straight forward and said things out that hurt other person unknowingly. I know it's my fault, I should not been more calucative and particular about little things. I should have been more understand, I know all of them have their own commitement and was busy with their own things.. But so am I ? I don't know how you feel when you said all these even until now. I don't know whether you're upset by what you have said earlier on. But of cause I'm upset. I always wanted to compensate the time we lost. Boyfriend. I really don't know what to say for the love you showered me for the past 1 years. You said that I don't understand you enough, perhaps . Perhaps things you done and imply to me I may not understand. You should know I'm not those that really expressed myself well enough. But one thing. I love you ! I always tried to make you smile, but perhaps in a wrong way.

My hearts felt unreasonably pain. It really hurts when I know how you think and look at me in a negative way. Until now I could still rememeber vivdly. But well Everything's fine now.. It's been a long time since I had a good cried. I know it sounds stupid though. Sometimes I would think why is it so fragile ? Why can't we understand each other better ? I felt really awful now.

ANY BETTER SUGGESTION ? If you girls are on budget or what ? Of cause Majority wins. But if you had any other place to dine in please tell me! We must make reservation before others does. =D Whos going 1) Jasmine 2) Samantha 3) Gurlaine 4) Siewting 5)Ruby 6) ME

I had been counting down for malaysia trips with my ♥.

Can't wait for the trip! It's my first time spending with my love overseas.

=D

Gotten this chocolate!

Unique right ?

Alrights!

Lets open it up and looked whats in the packaging!

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It looked exactly like condom right ?

Hahaa! I was shocked to see that too..

Caught Madagascar 2 escape to africa with boyfriend at westmall!

Not bad, no doubt it's hilarious! 3.5 outta 5 stars, it's so adorable larh!

Was a little pissed off with boyfriend.

Sigh

Just hope he can really cut down on smoking, no matters how much I nagged it's still the same.I just wants you to be in good health thats the only thing I asked for.

Went plaza singapura on saturday, nothing was bought except 2 chocolate digestive bicsuit from mark and spencer.

=D

I always enjoyed my day with boyfriend.

Girlfriends gathering !

Still can decide which place to go for girlfriends gathering on christmas celebration.

1)Secret Receipt

2) Tong Le Seafood

3)Ichiban Sushi

4)Hanabi Japanese resturant - The ala carte buffet menu ($29++ lunch; $33++ dinner) features over a hundred items neatly categorized - sashimi, sushi, temaki, makimono, teppanyaki, agemono, rice as well as noodle types. Although Hanabi can hardly boast of top grade Japanese food offered in higher-end sushi bars and authentic Japanese restaurants, it does however, appeal to the local palate in terms of variety and quantity.

5) Sun with the moon - Ala carte Depend on what you eat.

http://www.streetdirectory.com/restaurants/singapore/reviews/restaurant-Sun_with_Moon_Japanese_Dining_and_Cafe-1000000409.php

6) Kushinbo - Buffet Around $40 +

7) Vienna - Buffet

http://www.viennabuffet.com/welcome.asp

8)Paris

Please vote on my taggboard! thanks!

I choose number 4 =D

Hanabi

Please tell me if u had any good suggestion.

Happy belated birthday to shallin babe!

Finally you're 19 already!

Stuipd blogger!

I've got so much pictures to upload, but due to some error larh.

Damn pissed off..

Met Jasmine, Samantha , Shallin at clarkquay. Jeanice supposed to come but when we called her she's still AT HOME SLEEPING!

Arrival of shallin!

=D

She's the sweetest girl.

We were waiting for shallin to come. We cam-whore like nobody business.

We decided to go manhattan fishmarket for dinner, as jaasmine got those discounted voucher larh.

We went central.

I kind of love the place and ambience. I would visit again =D

The portion was big enough that even 4 people could not finished everything.

After that boyfriend came down to look for me after his company event at arena.

*touched*

=D

We ordered the mudpie for shallin!

We secretly told the person to add a candle as it's her actual birthday larh!

Sweet ?

We got tricked by the candle larh, We blew it for like 2 times?

It's lights on and off again.

We foot the bill and left.

We wanted to look for jeanice and shopped around also.

But somehow we ended up deciding for a club to go. As we always visit phuture.

So I was bad larh, I plead boyfriend to let me go!

And he agrees!

Sorry sweethearts!

We went toilet to make up ! But somehow we spend like don't know how to to touch up and done everything up.

With Jasmine we managed to captured the 4 of us!

I love cam-whored!

Don't ya ?

hahaha!

Anyway!

Happy 12 months anniversary!

Will upload more with pictures soon.. stay tuned if u love me =DD

=DD 12 months anniversary soon Cheers!

I had a wonderful weekend too.

How about you ?

Initally, on a saturday I was on my way to meet my boy for lunch than head home.

We did head home and had a napped, before this call came in larh.

Baby was called back to office to deal with some problems , so we cabbed down there.

As he said cab fare can be claimed , so he alight me at marina square while he headed straight to Funan IT Mall.

The cab uncle got mixed up he thought that we are going to novena square, he got mistaken larh.

He wanted to adjust the cab fare, but baby said it's ok.

=D

I was delighted because I wanted to buy our 12 months present, but I couldn't thought of any.

I was walking alone at marina square while waitin for him to settle with his things.

The first thing I went to look around his present , but I started to walk into MUJI shop. I wanted to get maple syrup pancake but it was out of stock.

Instead I bought a cuttle fish and chocolate wheat and some oolong tea larh.

I went into a levis shop, but somehow I think back we are going malaysia. So ya!

I almost wanted to buy him a clothes.

Almost walked finish the whole marina square larh.

Nothing caught my eye..

Alright, I went to fox.

Bought a clothes for him, the material I like. It's damn cooling

=D

Hope you like it.

Baby! you should stop smoking ok ?

And I'lll love you more

=D

I gotten myself a new watch!

People around me , should know I'm not a watch person.

Even my collegue knows too

Fell in love with this watch larh, I like .

=D

It's a bangle watch.

I went jurong point on sunday, gotten some chickens and mushroom for our lunch at office.

=D

2 weeks ago,

I scrub my kitchen, it was damn filfty larh!

I can't stand it, with the aluminuim , it become more tidy and clean.

=D

Good wife uh =D

Baby , you should be bliss ok ?

=DDD

love me!!

I had make an appointment for my collection of passport on saturday, which means no work on saturday larh.

I took an unpaid leave, but somehow I gotta work overtime to compensate my unpaid leave.

Alright..

I was bloody late for work today, I missed 2 of the bus which I usually took, for the next interval to arrived it took me 45 mintue .

I was damn pissed off , wanted to cab down.

I work over time today!

Money money!

1 hour 30 minutes of Overtime today.

The reasons why I wanna work overtime is because if saturday my unpaid leave is approve so when it comes to pay day it won't be so pathetic little pay.

Anyway, I got freebies from office too, some customer came over and got it free.

=D

Yes. It's from Singapore airlines.

=D

Well, It's only for the Ladies to get it.

=D

Curious what's inside ?

TADAH!

It's a make up pouch.

Perfume + Face Mist + Hand Cream + Lip Balm.

Shitta!

What should I get for boyfriend ?

Ideas anyone ?

I'm back!

=D

My passport got rejected due to photos not taken in the correct way.

So my boyfriend asked me to take another 1 with white background, yet my room background was painted light blue colour.

I was thinking perhaps light blue colour should be alright, I did thought of taking paper and paste it onto the war but thinking I don't have such big paper. Instead I asked boyfriend to photoshop it.

I took over 50 pictures of it larh until my camera low battery, so out of those I chose this pictures.

Tell me it's not ugly =XX

LOL!

I ccam-whored,

I like this pictures! Pinkish lips

=DD

My long awaited mails has finally ARRIVED !!

I wanna sample it..

Cleanses + Toner + Face mask..

=D

How nice! I wan fair skin...

Whiteningg !

Everyone love christmas right?

Espcially White christmas!

Nice??

Though it's a small christmas trees.

=D

I hearts snow.

Any idea what it's inside the plastic bag ?

Bags flooded with christmas decoration, I wondered how am I gonan get rid of them.

Sell it ? Give it ? Dump it ?

Some of them look really nice, but it's just a few I show it here.

I've still got 5 bags of it and some of them left it lying around.

Anyone ?

Our offcially 12 months anniversary is approaching!

16112008 !

It falls directly on sunday! which means I get to celebrate with boyfriend for the whole day.

I wanted to apply leaves but my collegue applied it because she's going back to malaysia .

So ya!

=D

I don't know what else to get for my boyfriend, everything he has and need.

Maybe I'll just wrapped myself and surprised him. hahahhaa...

=)

Work overloaded.

I hate it..

Recently I learnt a little of yoga from my friends, she has the guide of dooing it.

it's just basic, not fully understand into it.

=D

Story book time.

"Can you keep a secret"

Know ?

Weekends surely passed with a flash, espciallly when you were enjoying. Well, After work I went over to my boy house , brought breakfast for him, PS. Boyfriend you must be bliss to have me right ? I'm so nice! always brought breakfast for you. =D Slacked at home, wanted to catch a movies instead but we ended up at marina square to take things from his buddy. We had japanese food for dinner. Yes! Waraku! I had been craving for japanese food lately larh. After dinner we went suntec , by the time it was almost close larh. Wanted to buy some groceries and cook for supper but ended up we bought nothing instead. Oh ya! I went muji , I bought a maple syrup pancake! Not bad! Sweet =D Worth trying. (Never take pictures) =X Oh we decided to take bus home instead of MRT larh, It had always been jam-packed and hardly get a comfortable seats. So we went to take bus near fullerton hotel, but we didn't know it was such a long long journey larh from 1 bus stops to another. We were damn shagged already larh. So we waited for bus 97 for BLODDY 30 to 40 MINUTES! It's didn't came larh! Damn pisssed off and deicded to take bus 196 to clementi instead, it's still the same we were the last passengers. =D Baby went to work just now.. miss him!