Haiz, yesterday I was really upset that my ex perhaps has really gotten over me so fast that she had already found himself a real girlfriend after I had break with him for about 1 week plus.I meant isn't it too fast ? and unbelieveable when peifen told me with her own mouth.I was really taken aback while my heart was really really pain that I would really cry anytime. Though we had been together for 2 years 3 month but in this relationship I had really learned alot from him knowing what I want and how to think for it.There are sweet and painful memories that both of us had hold but somehow it's just ended silently and peacefully without much tears,perhaps he had really cried for me? Which I don't know,but 1 thing for sure that I'M REALLY SAD,becuase I am the one chose to let go and not continued in this relationship I am the one who gave up this long journey.Perhaps letting go would be happier for both of us ,and now you had already found a better girls that would take care of you when you always needed her there to share your happiness and sorrow.I'm sorry that when you always needed me and I'm always not there for you giving you lots of excuse that even 10 fingers could be counted.When I'm sad or in troubled you will always be there for me or when I'm sick you will always find medincine for me.I'm really touched for all you had done for me. And always whenever I wanted to go out with friends or what you didn't want me to go you believe that this time should be spend on you.but for me I would really think that friend is more important and boyfriends. Actually ,I do really missed that time we spend,going out together when we have no money we would stay at home and wait for your parents to come back,but there will not be next time.. I know that you're demanding,but you do not want to lose me,so you thought that by controlling me I would stay.With all so much of this memories,even now when I see those Winnie the pooh you have given me my tears would really drop and don’t know how to control it thinking back those wonderful and happy memories we once shared together and the name stand we have made for ourself all this memories is still in my mind very clearly and the number that I used to pressed to call you it was so clear that I could hardly forget.Going to the place that we once went taking neoprint and sit there for 1 hour till the shops closed and lots of funny things we had once met.And rememeber we do had make our promised that we would shop finish the whole Singapore and do the things that we like.Althought we always quarrel but I know it’s all for my own good but I don’t realize that and take it for granted.Also,whenever I always want to break you’re the 1 that held me back.Somehow I think it was a mistake maybe we should not even started but we still went on if it not been you our relationship would not had lasted so long.I love the feeling of strolling at esplanate chit chatting ,talking,gossip sitting there so happily that all this moments will only remained in my heart.You always say those things that somehow really hurts me but I know that not your true intention but somehow I don’t know what you’re thinking also so this already lead to a lot of argument between us but we chose to be together somehow. You forbid me to go my friends birthday party you don’t like me to hang around with them you always think that my friend will teach me the wrong things for so long you never really let me attend my friend birthday party or going out with them so all this me and my friend had difted apart whenever there’s party or what they would asked me but they predicted that I wouldn’t be going but they still asked,and I always been a spoilspot for them .Somehow whenever you have gathering or what I wouldn’t say no because I don’t want you to be like me,maybe I’m the one suffer is enough. I know you have been sacrifices a lot and giving me things that I really want.But now it’s never the same anymore.though I would missed you. I know I really owned you a THANK YOU and SORRY for being so spoilt and your tolerance I know this 2 words I will never had a chance to say to you anymore...So, I only can wished you all the best with your girlfriends and take care.. Though now i living in an agony now,but I think I will get over it soon... ya^^ haha.. let's not say about this.Today lesson was really fast and 1pm we dismissed and also joy they all had O level prelim chinese oral and so the science remedial was CANCELLED! we were super elated if not after the oral still have to go for remedial 1 by 1.I was so lucky that I do not had to retake my chinese so I just stand there and wait for them to finish.. haha.. meanwhile we went to the library and took some photograph with jiamin haha.. oh ya I forget one things ,you know today I was quite pissed off with her,all she knows was to sleep and sleep in the class and she rather studies those theory instead of listening to teachers. Now , if she asked me anything about homework or what I would pretend and act blur and say I don't know...