Finally prelim exam has ended but I know I really done very badly for my exam.. No time to study blame who myself lo... Been rushing my art coursework and prep work cause has to end up on the 25th which is this comming tuesday and I really got no time already that need to neglect my other subject in order to finish up my work. Recently I really don't know what I want in my life I gave up the guy that I like most. I know he is real nice treats me really good although the time is short. He make an effort to send me to school,fetch me from home I know he is tired as he has to work I understand but somehow I don't know what he is thinking at all I don't know what he is doing for the whole day with just a few short message and when I replied back he's gone and never replied me for good.haish I know I'm silly that I told him perhaps friend would be better now i am regret with the things I do. I treat him better than the past relationship that I had in the past does it called retribution or karma? perhaps so I know I treat my 2 years plus ex which is not really very good perhaps feelings had already faded. haish.... what I can say is thank you for the things you had doneeeee.... he's gone for good... Caught no reservation with yvonne and beegeok at jurong point I think is quite a nice show larh and touching ones I almost teared. hahaha... I know been so long since I last went out with beegeok as we had some conflicts among us but I think that things had gotten better each day I supposed we are still good friends I guess somehow she's mysterious which no one knows what she is thinking thus we can only be good friends larh.. After the show had finish went to seven elevn to buy some beer and sit over the void deck there and chill out after that my "bf" fetch me go home ba.. So yvonne friends give beegeok a ride hahaaaaa...... haish... O level is drawing nearer each day since the prelim has ended, some of my other school friends had finished their prelim much earlier than us and they have completed marking every scipt and they have know how they have done. Which we are still stuck thereee. I hope things will get better each day... Time to take a nap before to rush my prep work.... update soon......