I am dying from stress-ed , everytime I online friend will told me "hey,O level is approaching right ?" I was like haish.. Again ? I know it's comming I know everyone is concerned about me and I am really trying my very best to mug hard for my weakest subject that is math and chemistry. I know it seems the time is running real short and I am challenging the times and seconds to study and squeeeze everything into my brain as much as possible. I told myself that I must make it no matter what. haish.... Somehow I realise that friends use to be very close to me had already difted apart till the extent of stranger that the time has faded laughter has faded and everything has ended. It will never be the same anymore, sharing all those laughter that we used to share , everything is no longer the same. But somehow, I think a friendship that will last is no matter what happens a friend will stand by you and survive through many obstacle and test that is given. But somehow we didn't manage to survive through just a small blow and everything is gone for good. Also whenever yvonne didn't come I just feel like a loner sitting down but amenda is always there for me. Thank! Nevertheless, Whenever I sat in the class, the way I observe everyone seems real different I sees a bigger picture in classs and is so different when I am with a group friends sitting down chit-chatting away laughin like no body business. When I am alone I sees lots of hyprocrite,backstabber,2 headed snake. Perhaps is use yours hearts to see what is happening downstair instead using just naked eyes to observe what is happening. PErhaps this is just another chapeter of my life seeing and experiencing each and everyone ,the feelings is not goods but still I have to endure it because life is always never fair we get treated differently. I actually thinking what might happened after my o level finished at nov 6. Thinking to work while waitin for the result to realsed. I know I can't afford to failed but seems like is difting far apart to my sucesss. I have been mugging with yonghui at library although she always drill me and doing all the sums but I know all these she has done is for my own good.. Yonghui I am glad to have you as my friends.. I don't know what I want.. All I know is to love him whole heartedly.. Although I know we can only meet up after my O level.. Thank for tolerating me my nonsense and my wilful at times.. ilu....