I have deleted the previous post. Don't know why there's an error in showing some of the pictures that I post cannot be viewed. So there goes my post. I have got so much to say but so little time to blog, whenever I reached home is already either in the morning or just way too tired to blog. Jasmine went over to my place and stay for 2 days,first day was jasmine and 2nd day samantha came to join us to stay over at my house,And went to zouk and ministry of sound. (pictures I will upload later) I know my love is very unhappy that I go clubbing. Sorry my dear! didn't meant to give u an sleepless night for 2 days. I am sorry.... I still love you ya! Don't know what wrong with me been really unreasonable to my love throwing tempered at him. Sigh just cannot control myself. haish.. I am sorry... but still our love will definately stay strong although we just together for a month plus.. I believe we both will hold on.. You always give in to me buy anything that I want but I don't ask for much all I want is your attention and showered me with all your loves that I ever wanted. Although sometimes I think I am not really good enough for you but I am trying hard and on your way to be your perfect girl. I used to give empty promises to my ex-boyfriend,but I really tried very hard to fulfill all the promised that I made but I really don't know why I felt so helpess at times. I want to grow old with you and not being your passerby. I have got so much to say to you but don't know how to starts.... But I know we been through

• our first anniversary
• christmas
• welcome 2008 together

I wanna watch fireworks with you again! although beforehand we got a argument and walked away but I am very pleased that we both still turn back for each other.

Although is just a few of them but I am sure we will been through many christmas many anniversary together and as well as birthday. I am so excited about my birthday because I hope you will be the last guy to celebrate my birthday which is the one and only guy. I can't predict what might happened next time whether we will still hold on to our belief but I hope we will stay strongs and share many mysweetest-moment.blogspot.com together in my every post.

Every little things you do will definately made my day! Sometimes you promised me something but you ended up promised other person. I don't know why is it because of my influence? I just wanna spend more times with you.That day I thought of going out with you to shop for present but ended up with other thing and because of some stupid reason we almost part. I don't want all these to happened but certains thing I know is hard for us to control.

Many things is predestine of whom you will meet or just a passerby it's all predestine perhaps some would just resign to fate or some would just go against it. But certain things I have already gotten over it But before I met him I always dwell on my previous relationship thinking back what wrong or what small little things that I have done for him and how much I love them. Perhaps that time I still have not grown up and haven't fully understand what is love. But now, what I have learn was accept each other past, love them for who they are, learn to accept each other bad points and tried to give in that is within your limits.

I not only love him and his families too.

I shall continued tomorrow.. Tired...

good nightyy