I didn't expect things change so drastically within a day. I thought that everything would have gone so smoothly since we were already stable. But I was so wrong.. Everything changes within a few hours of conversation. You did everything for me just to bring a smile on my face. Yet, I did nothing. You're a perfect boyfriend to me but I failed miserably being your girlfriend. I felt bliss and fortunate being your girlfriends. Attention and love that you given me, I love being your girlfriend. You wants a temporary break up of 2 weeks to really think through what both of them really want. I coulnd't accept it but I got to respect your decision. You wanted to see changes in me to see improvememnt in me. But all you got is disappointment. Being your girlfriend, I failed terribly. You always do things to surprised me but I did nothing. But throughout this 4 month plus I really enojoy every single moment with you. Those laughter we shared and memories. I don't know what to do when you said you wanted a break up, all I do was to cry and cry. I felt wierd when I wake up from my afternoon sleep like everything is so different without you around by my side. Everytime I wake up and you went to work in the morning , I always hope that evening would faster come so that I could be the first one to see you after your work. But now ... You nagged and nagged at me for so many times yet I fall onto deaf ear and nothing was done to it.I always failed to fulfil your task. You told me you saw improvememnt in me day by day and bits by bits , but you feel that I could improve even more if I had given my best shot because you feel that I didn't done enough to be a better person. You told me to be a serious and responsible person. I wish I was one and to be like you and handle things carefully. You gave up on me. I don't want the tempoary 2 weeks break to last forever. Thank for the pieces of things you done for me.