I'm feeling so sick and weak now. No strength to do anything,but just lay on my bed and blog. I felt that I am so helpless and useless at times. I couldn't even handle a single thing properly with my own hands. My boy felt stressed yet I can't do anything to reduce his stress or share his burden when he is down. But I'm always there for him no matter what, and he is not alone. But sometimes my boy just shut himself up and I can do nothing about it. Handphone was off and I could not contact him. *worried*. I just wanna be the girl that he can rely on and not by adding more burdens to him when he already has so much problem awaiting him. I don't want him to put a strong font infront of me. I just want him when he really can't take it, I am there to lend him my shoulders and ears. I know I could do nothing. I just wanna you to tell me how you feel and we can solved it out together. You asked me "how much I trust and respect you". Of cause I trust and respect you with my hearts. But I know everything would be fine. iloveu