I think i'm lacking of updates in blog already.

Normally, I wouldn't really sit down and face blogger.com all the way, I would usually multi task, while waiting to upload pictures all this.

I would be meeting my girlfriend later for a gathering at westcoast. YA! Just a normal BBQ session with my girls. Siewting is really sweet larh, plan for a BBQ gathering.

Samantha would be bringing her volleyball along, I guess I need to get a volleyball soon. I always been wanting a volleyball, but well no one plays with me.

Sounds wrong ?

Sigh, Is it when a relationship together for too long the sweetness just vanished ?

For this, I don't know. Or is it I just wanna kick up big fuss or just trying to be unreasonable.

Sometimes, I do felt that the sweetness between us it's getting lesser, or is it because we face each other for too long already .

I do know I meant alot to you, but I don't see any action.

You should know for this pass 1 year + I did commit to this relationship. Perhaps I would think I commit more than you. I does not meant that you never commit enough, perhaps I really don't feel it. Sometimes I would really wants a simple dinner with you, but normally you know why when I asked already than I say it's ok. Because I wants you go home rest and we can always meet on weekend instead. I always been understanding that your work is always busy and stress . Thats why I understand and give in .

Do you still rememeber when was the last time we had dinner together after work ?

Do you remeber when was the last time we went to a town to catch a movie ?

When was the last time we celebrated our anniversary ? ( I don't meant that everyone, there's a need to celebrate. )

Those who know me, you know I'm not those person that Is really good at expressing myself, even towards my bestfriend

Yesterday, you know I was pissed yet you do nothing about it was hoping that the next day I woke up for work would see your sms by then.

I know I meant alot to you, but I don't see any action.

Sigh..... .....