How should I start ? Kinda surprise that my 2 years plus ex boyfriend called me yesterday night at first I didn't wanted to pick up the call somehow I don't know why my hands just click the answer button. Hearing the familair voice where he used to called me it really seems like we are still together for almost 3 years. But it's never the same already. She has a girlfriend now I supposed he is contented with his life now. Back to the topic, he called and asked me whether I know samantha anot and I said which samantha are you talking about ? Than he told me that there's this girl who name samantha harrass his current girlfriend scolded her for snatching "my ex" I mean already happened so long already what for I asked my girlfriend to pester your girlfriend ? isn't it abit ridicuilous and childish by doing such thing ? than I was like my girlfriend would not do this kind of silly and uneducated thing.. Perhaps is your girlfriend ? which I don't wanna say. I told him how can you doubt me and my friend for pestering and scold your girlfriend for stealing you ? come on ! we have broke up for 6 months already things has faded, feelings has faded memories has faded part of it though sometimes I would think of you not because of other reason is the memories we once shared for the past 2 year 3 month. 2 years 3 months! don't you know how my character is ? must i go to that extend to ask my girlfriends to scold your current girlfriend ? if it's like tat our years of relationship has gone down the drain everything you or I have done for you has been totally wasted. The arguement and sweetness we have gone through? The scolding from my parents,running away from home when my parents found out about us. Come to think of it everything has already wasted. I wanted to you to leave me the good impression of you but everything now is so different already. haish! I know my girlfriend told me is really not worth all this, but somehow I told myself I must be strong. Nothing much going on, my routine is just go school, remedial, go home. Had our physic practial today I think my practial totally cannot make it hais... help! tomorrow another oral test.. DOOM!