I didn't expect things to ended so quickly. I thought I could spend the rest of my life with you but I was wrong. You left me so quickly. In my heart, I already knew you were the one for me. I thought you could be the one that I could rely on. I didn't really further asking you why you wanna break up with me.All I know was when you told me you wanted to break up with me.. I broke down, my tears just keep flowing and flowing which I cannot stop. I don't know the exact reasons why you wanna broke up with me.. All I knew that you choosen your family and gave up on me. I don't blame you for doing that. We shared so many things together. I can't take it that you used to be part of my life yet now you are out of my life. We used to share so many happiness together but now everything was just a memories and become a past to me. I do know how much I stand in your heart. I thought we were so peaceful that no one could come in between us or what obstacle came we can face it together. I gave you enough personal space that you want, during this period of time I leave you alone and wanted you calm down. I wanted to be there for you. I don't want be the girl that only share happiness and share your sorrow too. I don't know what to do when the moment you left me. A knife just pierce through in the middle of my heart. I felt so helpless and useless now, I could not even keep a guy that I love by my side. You taught me how to cherish and treausred person beside you. I learnt to be better each and everyday. Although I always disappointed you again and again but I did gave my best shot. I cannot accept the fact that you're not with me anymore when the moment I wake up. I so used to giving you morning called in the morning and waking you up for work. We shared so many laughter. You accompany through my O level examination. Showered me with tons of your love but now everything will end. I don't want you to leave me so quickly like a gust of wind and leaving me behind you. Although I am not a perfect girlfriends but I am just like an ordinary girl that willing to share woe with you. Isn't that a couple should do ? stay by each other through their darkest period? We shared so many beautiful things together. Thinking aback what we have been through , the place we have been the things we have done, it seems like yesterday but everything is so different already. Knowing whats your favourite food, favourite pasttimes, things you likes and dislike about. I don't wish to see you in agony our choice is we chose to left each other not because I don't love you but because I love you too much and don't wanna see you in pain and troubled thinking about so much things you need to do. I don't know what is best for you,perhaps leaving you alone would be the best soultion for you. I miss the time we just snuggling under the covers and just talk about anything or everyday thing. but not anymore now. No matter what I will still hang in there and will wait for you to come back to me. No one there to clean your messy room anymore. No one there to brew you herbal tea when you're sick. No one there to refill your water bottles in your room. No one there to sweep and mop your room. No one there to pat you to sleep. No one there to accompany you to sleep. No one there to have dinner with you. No one there to hug you to sleep. No one there to listen to your work problem. No one there to disturb you. No one there to sms and chat with you in the phone or msn. No one there to bring umbrella for you when raining. No one there to gave you tissue after meals. No one there to remind you small little things you need to do. No one there to apply toner and mask for you. No one there to remind you to eat medicine when you're sick. No one there to accompany me for dinner. No one there to encourage me when I screwed up my interview. No one there to disturbs me. No one there to crap with me. No one there to guide me along my way. No one there to nag at me anymore. No one there to call and message me. No one there to surprise me anymore. No one there to hug and kiss me anymore. No one there to love me. No one there to give me his attention anymore. No one there to protect me. No one there hear my complaint. No guys has ever made me felt this way before. I know we have a long journey ahead,awaiting for us to complete. You always do small little things that make me feel so warm and always surpised me with your tricks just to bring a smile on my face. You're always so gentle to me, never scold me but tried to make use of your way to encourage me and makes me understand and realised that I could be better if I work hard. I see the improvememnt in me but you left me. I thought we could celebrate many months together. And celebrate your 25th birthday on 2/9.. We got so many things we wanted to do but was undone. We had movies haven't watched, things we haven't tried. I just don't want end with a full stop. I felt so miserable when you left me. I still cannot accept you left me with just a few conversation we had on msn,and you left me for good. Because what we had was so beautiful. Our 4 months 14 days~